Sunday, January 07, 2007
[[ONCE UPON A TIME*]]
Time:1818pm
As usual , 20 more min i am going to book in already . . life in ns have pass around 4 month but things was not going to well between her n me . . .
when POP tat nite , i got a bad news. she got feelings for 1 china man . . wtf man. . jus becux i was in ns . i was not there when u need someone , u fallen for another guy. . hai. is not mine choice to be in ns , is not mine choice to be in infantry i also hope i could get posted to a 8-5 vocation. but i got no choice. .
now althought we are together . but i noe mine heart is keeping her out, cux maybe of tat guy tat made me restricting her to entre. . .i dunno wat i should do now. every weekend i been alone at home. . even christmas eve n new yr eve. . n yesterday she jus meet me for like 4 hour, she went to BQ with her fren. . alone again.. . .. i told SGT darwin, all this is not i wan . . but whenever i book out , i was alone . . i mean wtf ! why do i hav to spend mine weekend alone . . why can't "U" accompany me? becux ur fren more important ? or i am no longer the one u realli love in ur heart?
so now wat should i do ? spending every weekend alone ur mum dun let u come over to ton . . i onli got 24hour. . so can someone tell me wat i can do ?
i tried to spend time with u but why u can't appreciate it ?
shall i brk up with u to pass every weekend lonly?
or could u spend more time with me ?
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
[[ONCE UPON A TIME*]]
Time:3.00am
Date: 03-08
Lol Jetso, zhi zuo duo qing. .
ben dan . .
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Monday, July 10, 2006
[[ONCE UPON A TIME*]]
Tuesday. . 6.45am. .
*status* working.
so tired , later going swimming with heng n sky. . yest nite i broke up with apple. .
cux of her childish n her mum. .her mum is scary n the problem of why we brk up. .
but jus now when i saw wat she sms me .. i can tell u , from tat v moment i hate her. u noe why . . cux she sae i played with apple's heart. n may i ask why i would spend 10 months playing someone heart. . is tat abit too long. . u ask me not to push the blame to u . but i am not cux u tink i could control apple . . but who is her mother . . you or me. n wtf . . sometimes i jus wondering when i grow old. becoming a real adult will i do this kind of things. i mean pushing blame to another person . . why onli u care abt her when i brk with her. . wat kind of mother are u . sori but i got no one to sae all this too. lol blog thats left onli you. . i not trying to push the blame but i cant stand her mother depending on me so much that i need to take care of her daughter for her. . oh come on. . i dunno wher i could fa xie . . brk up with her , i am the bad guy. . who will noe the pain n trouble i am in?? anyone ?? no one??
i noe. . no one could understand. . when i told other ppl tat mine gf mother ask me to take care of mine gf , n u noe wat that guy sae. . well he sae good , her mother likes u . but hey . . why i hav to when i am jus her bf not her mother or father. .. argh ! ! i jus am so trouble when i saw the sms her mum sent. . fuck up is the word to describe wat i feeling now. . . n fuck is the word tat describe how i felt towards her mum now. .
i noe i am being rude but hey ~ i dun care so much cux i dun hav to respect since u dun respect me. .
bb blog , gonna to do closing soon. . so sleep tight .
good morning everyone ! !!
prepare for sch times.
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
[[ONCE UPON A TIME*]]
Wednesday >.<>
I am here to update mine blog as request by Sky . .
*updated*
Oo k , Done . . . bbye.
good nite =D
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
[[ONCE UPON A TIME*]]
6.23am 14*06*06
oh~ some one pls~. . . help me i am dying from boredness. . .
going to end work soon. . . in jus 1 more hour .but the cleaner jus came . i tink dun hav 9 am i won't be going . ..getting pissed off for dunno y. this few day mine temper is coming back. . getting du lan v v v easily . . attp also getting v serious. . sometime i jus wish i was alone at home. . i wish to be alone ...i need sometime to be alone to rest n sleep. . getting so tired of this job. .finding some job which need not so much of mine energy . .. having staying up till morning . pimples coming out already you noe. . black eye ring getting darker n darker. .
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
[[ONCE UPON A TIME*]]
`- ~ 2.45 080606
` . b0red de nehxx.. . working now , at crc.
si bei sianz , i am falling asleep already today woke up too early . .
been thinking wher to go this sat . . cux ah heng is bringing pasty along with him we dun realli like it but . .somehow he is heng gf. dun wan hai them brk although i always sae tat they brk up could be beta for us. . we are being so selfish to heng , but den if she exist . . heng will slowly drift apart from us . . very soon cux now he is starting to drift slowly n slowly away . . .dunno wats this solution to this problem. . .today crc v quiet not much ppl playing lan. .hungry . wanted to eat but i scare wait eat already feeling more sleepy! ! ! !
haix.x.problem ar problem when will u go away . .spending alot money recently cux i got pay but still hav to pay back mummy the hse fone bill money. . slowly slowly settle all this ba . . .got no much choice unless god pity me n let me strike 4-d but thats greatly impossible. .
went to songka jus now . . was jason grandmother one to mine horro .his father was part of us. .tml still got one more songka to go . . cant tk off too . cux no one going to replace me. .hav to work den sat morning go san zong. . no sleep day for me already ...
wow today de blog v long wor lOL~ of cux , cux i got years tat nv blog here already exclude yest de post. . . this blog made. .i love this blogg much. . cux i love the wallpaper. .but also mus thanks the one tat made it for me. . ..
tml den continue to blog ba. . this post is getting abit too long already .
nite nite
take care
sweet dream
*peace to whole world. . .. .
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
[[ONCE UPON A TIME*]]
Date . . .Thursday 08/06/2006
Is been .. month or maybe even years since i have update this blog . . . jus woke up from sleep not long ago.
been v tired been working everyday expect this 2 days , getting off n party whole nite.went to party world yesterday n spend lots n lots of cash but nvm. everyone was happy but dunno she is or nt.
human are such emotional animal . . .memories being kept in the brain flash up whenever we saw something . .
hai. . ..dunno la . . anway is jus memories. . sian =( tonight going for songka tml going for songka . .recently being so stress up .. .by frens . by cash problem . .hoping before ns i could get all this clear. .
wei shen me yao rang wo xiang qi wo men dang nian de kuai le he bu kuai le de shi huo.
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